One of the things that drags me out of bed and gives me the motivation to get ready and put my face on in the morning is my Pixi Sheer Cheek Blush. Oh and eyebrows, but that is an entire post. I will share all about eyebrows next Wednesday. It’s riveting, really.
Yes my daughter is the main reason I wake up, don’t get me wrong, she’s my world. But to be frank with you I’m just about at the end of my proverbial rope with all that has been going on, and my BB cream and gel blush make me feel like I can face the world. No pun intended.
I am going with the “fake it til you make it” mantra. I have found that if I look good I feel better. Most importantly, my daughter doesn’t see that I look like a mess, and all is relatively normal. It really helps her that I take time to take care of myself. She likes it when I do my hair and makeup and dress like I have a purpose. Which I do.
Needless to say thank the Gods there is gel blush. That sounds so shallow.
Now it’s GONE. GONE I TELL YOU! I want to take all of her stuff and hide it. I refuse to spend another $18 bucks on gel blush. Although that’s pretty cheap for a few moments of me time and happiness. Guess I’ll go today. I swear I will go medieval on her if she touches my BB cream. I am going to raid her makeup today while she is at school. I know, how EEE-VIL of me, but drastic measures must be taken. She also switched my mascara with old dried out stuff. If your mascara dries up, run the wand under water for just a second, not even that long. That will buy you two days or so to buy a new one. I can’t live without it, ask MJ. Mascara and lip gloss are my two must haves. Well and the dang blush..man I can’t believe how frustrated I am over gel blush. I even bought her her OWN for Christmas, little thief.
I have also found that my “people”, you know the daily people you run into like neighbors and “grocery store friends” notice that I look better. That’s kind of scary because that means I obviously looked like crap for who knows how long. Monica, my checker at the grocery store lit up the other day and said I looked beautiful! She said “BEAUTIFUL”! Made me feel good and I know she felt better. We have shared a lot over the years and we look to each other sometimes just to stay “normal” and have a laugh. Small things can help others. I enjoy helping others. It makes me happy. Her comment also helped me realize that my appearance had a negative effect on her. That’s okay sometimes, but not all of the time. Yes, we are real, but sometimes when other people know you are having a rough time just by looking at you, that can hurt them. I know it hurts me to see the ones I love and care about look like they are hurting.
Here’s another beauty tip. Teeth are REALLY important..lol! Not just for beauty, but for your overall health. I lost a lot in a serious car accident some years back. My left side is done, still need 3 implants on my right side. I was joking they should pull the rest of my teeth out of my left side so my cheeks caved in equally on both sides to give the appearance of cheek bones. Then I found out some models ACTUALLY have their back teeth pulled just for that reason. I think that is ludicrous. For Pete’s sake people, leave your teeth alone!
That is a picture of me with my new teeth and makeup on. I should add the “before” picture, but I don’t want to cause any secondary trauma to anyone.
Here’s to faking it til I make it! Wish me luck..I just might need it.
Take Care All,