I have been really depressed…or something, not sure. I am 6 weeks out of a partial hysterectomy. I still have my ovaries and cervix. So, is this depression, or PMS with a vengeance?
Either way I need this to stop. If not for my sake than for MJ’s. She can FEEL it. She knew before I even told anyone.
I haven’t been able to get out of bed or eat. My right side hurts like stabbing pain. That dang ovary is working, which is good I guess. Would have been better if it worked BEFORE I had to have my uterus removed.
Everyone says things happen for a reason. This better be a damn good reason.
I want to cry and scream at the same time. God help anyone that starts an argument with me right now. I haven’t been driving either.
I have a freaking pizza party tonight and I need to get it together. Yeah right. Because I just love pizza parties.
Has anyone been through this? My follow up is soon. I feel like they are going to want to put me on an anti-depressant and I do NOT want to go down that road again. If I need to I will, but I will do it kicking and screaming.
I think I just need to go home. Than again, last time I was there it was so torn up that was scary. I am having my daughter come here with me as soon as school is out. That will make a difference.
I didn’t even mean to take the week off, I basically slept for days, well a week. Yesterday and today is better, so I feel like I’m coming out of it, but then again I don’t know. I’ll ask my doctor.
Take Care, this to shall pass..